KARYI'S ❤

Damn.

2012-03-11T14:35:00.003+08:00

Seriously in my next life, if i'm a human again.

I dont want to be born as a girl & the eldest child of the family.

IT SUCKS, TRUST ME.

It's killing me.

Always.

2012-03-08T23:16:00.003+08:00

Will u ever realise that everytime after scolding ks, it will be my turn. Even if i didnt make any fucking mistake, u will still be able to find that tiny little things to scold. Didnt keep that bunch of clothings? Dont know how to boil water? Like seriously wtf. Why must i be the one doing all this? Because u are not around & i'm the only girl @ home? THAT IS SOMETHING THAT PISSED ME OFF MOST BEING A GIRL, SERIOUSLY. This is not the first or second time already. It's ALWAYS. Everytime whenever he get scoldings from u, i will be the next one. If i really did made a mistake, i dont mind getting scoldings from u. But when i didnt, it just make me damn dulan. Scolding without a reason, scolding just because u are pissed. It pissed me off even more.

Just.Want.To.Blog~

2012-03-08T02:25:00.001+08:00

Rotting @ home for days! Just kept watching dramas! DREAM HIGH 2! Gosh, I'm totally addicted to it! JB IS DAMN SUAVE PLEASE! :))))))) In love with so many songs inside! Gonna hunt for it soon! Heard a good new, SHINee is making a comeback in MARCH! LUO ZHI XIANG IS MAKING A COMEBACK IN APRIL! OH YEAHS~ ME LIKE! :DDD

Cant wait to head out tmrw, fri & sat!! I got to go & make my new spects soon! Cant wear lens already :(((((( Wait few more months later bahhhhhhhhhhh~

Outing with SGs! ❤❤❤

What's the feeling of that man, seriously. Cant help but to think, did u ever once felt regretted? Regretted of ur own doings.

Seriously want to be a baby again! Happy just smile. Sad just cry. What's so difficult in life eh, babies? :))))

大花脸！SO CUTE!

Ending

2012-03-02T11:58:00.004+08:00

End of second week of slacking! Did went work this week. I cant wait for APRIL to arrive! Graduation trip booked! Gonna do some plannings soon! The hotel we will be staying @ is awesomely cute! I like! I just cant wait man! Fast forward to apr please! I'm gonna buy so many things man!

It's March already! 2months passed in 2012! & I heard the church bell ytd~ WOOLALA~

2 more days, am gonna see baby Rayner! Awwwwwwwwwwww! Cant wait!!

CUTIE PIE EH!

Being a baby is so damn good, dont have to worry about anything.

Yes, i mean EVERYTHING.

Lost

2012-02-20T23:05:00.003+08:00

First monday after i officially ended my FYP. I'm lost. Without school, without projects, i'm lost. What to do next, seems so unclear. I cant seem to see the path in front of me now. My next stage of life is so shaky. How i wish i can keep staying in one place. But that's not life isnt it. Yea, it might be tough. But i will get through it. Trust urself, LKY.

Feel like running away from the reality. Sleeping is the only way to eh.

:((((

2012-02-19T12:48:00.003+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Seriously not fated! :((((((((((( We actually planned to go BANGKOK for graduation trip! & IF WE GO, 7TH APR, I WILL SURE BE IN BANGKOK! DAMNIT!! :(( Fucking sad please! :(:(:( If it's not the same date, i wont get to upset! :( Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Last day..

2012-02-17T23:47:00.004+08:00

Alright, officially the last day of FYP. Which means that, today is my last day in NYP. I officially ended my 3yrs of polytechnic life. 3 FREAKING YEARS. Kinda dont bare. Heading to school today with heavy footsteps. Jia was telling me, it seems like we are meeting up to go school in yr1. But today is the last day of school already. I'm glad i'm not those very emotional kind. But i really dont bare to leave. Graduation day, i bet it will be a tearing day. I hope someone dont make me cry like secondary graduation!

Now that i left NYP. What's next. Where should i be heading to. I will need time to think about it.

Jia told me this ytd: 我并不是很喜欢学校，but 要离开的时候，就是会很舍不得。。。

NANYANG POLYTECHNIC, I WILL MISS YA ALOT ALOT!

Though u didnt really give me a good impression in my 3yrs, but u taught me alot of things.

Things that i didnt know in the past. I seriously learnt and understand alot of things in these 3yrs.

THANKYOU NYP! ❤

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I really dislike people who give up their friendship for a relationship exchange.

Is this really worth?

U gave up ur long time friendship for the sake of relationship.

To me, friendship is priceless.

Ladies wearing wedding gowns are the prettiest on earth!

Last week

2012-02-15T22:27:00.005+08:00

Last 2 days of school! Happy yet dont bare! Dont bare to just end my poly life just like this!~ SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 1 down & 2more to go~ Should be accessing me tmrw eh? I hope so! Just wish to faster get over and done!

What's so bad about being straight forward? It's seriously better then twisting & turning ur words isnt it? Yea, straight forward is hurtful. I dont know how many people i had hurt unknowingly already. & LIBRA(s) ARE STRAIGHT FORWARD, I LIKE!

Just thinking of APRIL makes me damn excited! :D :D :D

I HAD A GREAT VALENTINE, SINGLE!~

& THEY ARE MY BELOVEDS! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Last valentine, everything was still going fine yea?

Ft Island - We hope to become lover

MY RECENT ADDICT!

AWESOME MAX!

Even if i seems awkward, please accept my confession! ❤❤❤❤

Week 12

2012-02-12T20:15:00.003+08:00

Tmrw is week 12. Last week of FYP. Presentation coming up. Formal from Tuesday onward. Sigh. If only time can be pause. Too bad, it cant! :( I should be glad that after this week, i will be free yea. But i dont seems to eh. Kinda worried about my FYP grades. I'm scare i wont be able to do well. My mind now is all filled with worried. Sighhhhhhh. Shall see how it goes then. & HOPEFULLY, MY VOICE WILL COME BACK TO ME TMRW!

TIME FILES! Amanda is on the flight right now! Hopefully u are reading the confidential document from us yea! ;) SEEYA IN APRIL!~ ❤❤❤

Sick :(

2012-02-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

So damn sick for these 2 days! Damnit seriously! Relative visit, flu, sore throat, headache & little fever. All attacked me at the same time. Hate it when illness attack me suddenly. Just cant ur give me some warnings before coming?! Was forced to the doctor ytdd, & the funny thing was, i forgotten to ask for MC. So it means that i'm away for school for 2days without reason again! :(((( Last night was feeling damn terrible! Headache till i cant sleep! Wth! My voice is damn awful right now. Hopefully can get well soon! I still have got things to rush. Report & poster all not yet done, tmrw back to school is a chiong-ing day for me man.

Basic Manner

2012-02-06T21:41:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously so damn fucked up in the morning. I mean, this is seriously the most basic manner of all, & yet u didnt do it. It's seriously the B-A-S-I-C. Please dont tell me that u dont know. Even a 5yrs old kid will know this. I just feel like doing this back to u just to let u experience that kind of feeling. But dont worry, i wont. Because if i does that, what's the difference between me & u. & Mummy is right, in the future, someone else will appear and teach u a lesson. I just hope that someone will appear sooner man. I really dont know why will u not know such basic stuff. This is the basic respect that everyone should be having. Even if it's between close friends or even ur own family members. I really want to say it right in front of ur face, but i cant. Because i know if i does that, people will treat me like a villain. Because u are all pure & innocent & this makes me a villain.

Humans are sometimes blind.

Life~

2012-02-05T23:24:00.005+08:00

Shall blog while i'm finishing my cup of milk!

Tmrw will be week 11 already! FYP time seriously flies! I didnt do much things seriously. I hope it wont affect my grades! Fingers cross man! For the next 2 weeks, i will be alittle bit busy. Rushing the final report & ppt slides! Time is running out! & Doing resume, Job hunting & still thinking if i want to further my studies. Should i or should i not? An easy yet tough question. I dont want to make a decision so easily & regret in the future. I will think twice this time round.

Life have been torturing recently. Friends around have been telling me quite alot of things related to human nature. How selfish a human can react when it is stuff related to them. How will they protect themselves & stuff. Yup, humans are selfish by nature. Not alittle selfish, but very selfish. I hope i wont & will not be the very selfish human type next time.

Hate people saying they are sick & tired of life. Please uh, some people dont even have the chance live. Since it's a fact that u cant change, just live amazingly lah. Since u are already living, no matter how sick & tired u are of ur own life, u can only make it wonderful by urself. My life is not adventurous or great. But at least i tried my best to make it the best. Because i only will be able to live once. And i might only be seeing the people i met in this life once, who knows what happen in the next life. So i will live my best out of it. :)

I'm a happy girl tmrw! I will be wearing back my lens! :D

Recent Thinking.

2012-02-01T21:51:00.002+08:00

This is how i always feel.

That's why i dont usually fall very deep into a relationship.

Recently feeling kinda worried. I know i'm not lost. At least i know what i want in my near future. It's just that, some choices that are made, u cant just take them back. Some decisions are finalized once u made up ur mind. U cant afford to make a wrong move at times. My near future. Had been having some deep thinking recently. What i really want. The decision i make will affect me in the future.

Was thinking back ytd, what am i doing when i was 17. I recalled myself chiong-ing for O level. & when i see u now, u are repeating sec 4N. I dont think repeating is a shameful thing, but if u decided to repeat, shouldnt u be putting in 120% of effort. Perhaps u still doesnt know how important it is to study, but how old are u already. I gave up in talking to u. Because no matter how much i say, u will forever be replying a orh. When u see ur mom working so hard, asking u to study, giving u benefits if u've done well & yet, u still doesnt make any changes. That's disappointing. I always told u, u are given a second chance till march. & now, it's shortened. I dont get why u just cant feel the anxiousness. No matter how much people say, it's useless. Because ur heart is seriously not there. We shall see till next week Tues. I will be anticipating hard for the result. Hope u wont disappoint us again.

Forget about what hurts you in the past, but never forget what it taught you.

Bored!

2012-01-30T15:21:00.008+08:00

3more weeks before leaving school, kinda don't bare to! My poly life is ending just like that! :((((( Well, at least I did worked hard for these 3yrs as I promised mummy. At least I tried my best in my studies and other stuff. And now, i'm leaving school in less then 3weeks time! Time files fast! Had some plannings in mind for the future. We shall see how it goes.

My eyedrop is finished! Does that means my eyes are ok already? :((( I shall wait till next week, then start to wear lens!

有时候, 有些人可能真的很好心，可是因为太多太多事加起来，变得我们要有防备心。

Sometimes being a good person doesnt mean u will receive good payback.

Some people may choose to believe nice words which they like.

Nice people always die on these 'nice/good' words.

Jia concluded, Poly is a scary place.

Because of a lot of reasons adding up, poly is a very scary place to me.

But since i survived through, thanks for the lessons u've taught me.

I miss that pure secondary school life.

Seriously, friends whom u made during secondary school are the really pure ones.

Happy Dragon Year!

2012-01-25T22:18:00.007+08:00

I had an enjoyable cny this year! Just that i didnt wear lens & spects. So my vision is blur the whole time! But i think i did greeted everyone i saw eh. :D Sometime happier, when i touch my cousin's tummy, i can feel the baby kicking! I got all so excited! Omg! I cant wait man! & i actually guessed correctly the baby's name! Seriously no one told me anything, it's my own point of view & i got it right! Guess i'm really fated to the baby eh! Heeeeee! Cant wait for her arrival!!!!!!!!

Had been telling my relatives i'm 21 this year. & 1st question they ask, got boyfriend not?! Like wth? 21yrs old means u need to faster get a boyfriend?! Like no bf will die like that? Sighhhh, but I feel so grown up all of a sudden. 21 is a big number eh. Sianx! I'm getting old! :(((((((

Human nature is hard to predict & estimate! How can someone's heart be filled with so much harmful scheme?! U really cant judge a book by it's cover! My impression of u is totally ruin! Gosh! Scary max please!

:((((((

2012-01-20T20:48:00.002+08:00

近视的人痛苦哇，戴眼镜好不方便，

戴个隐形吧，又怕惹个眼角膜炎什么的就崩溃，

还不能戴着游泳。

有时没戴眼镜在路上走着，遇到熟人你看不清楚没打招呼被说大牌有没有，

遇到以为是认识的人打招呼人家以为你是傻子有没有..

没有近视的你们一定要好好爱惜自己的眼镜呐，这是近视者的心声呐！！

Saw this post @ WeiBo~ It's totally how i'm feeling right NOW! :((((((( Just went to see the doc. Yup, eyes problem! First time seeing doc, even though it's not the first time having eyes probs.

:((((( Kinda worried! So head to see the doc! I seriously hated wearing spects, seriously. I hated it alot alot. Different people have different point of views yea? I hate my spects that i just feel like breaking it into pieces, yet i cant. Because without them, even if u are standing 1m away from me, i cant see ur face. With spects, u cant put on eye makeup. Because people wont notice it. Arghhhhhhh, if i could turn back time, i will take good care of my eyes man. If only i can turn back time! I just wish to change so many things! Jia told me, without ur lens, u look as if ur confident is taken right away from u. & It hit me that it's true. Without lens, i seriously have no confident at all. Even walking without lens, my head will always be low. See how important it is to me! :((((

How lucky am i! Went dental today! & i'm having problem eating! CNY is just Monday! Wth! I cant look nice on cny, & i cant eat as well! :((((((

These are the complains i currently have,

RIGHT NOW, AT THIS MOMENT! :(((

Tired!

2012-01-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

I had a busy weekend since last Thursday! Going to work after NAFA! Wth is that man! So damn freaking worn out after that lah! The next day, my whole body ache. Although i didnt really run.

Small update on life, my next week wed finally arrived! HAHA! Finally gotten a new phone! BUT, it's so damn difficult to use! Why so complicated! Got to many question marks lah! Shall try to figure out! Wednesday is my off-day~ Woolala~ & Next wed too! Weeeeee, finally a day off! So damn worn out man! I'm gonna rest all i want for the coming weekend!

My holiday mood is coming~ I can see BABY on CNY! That's something i'm looking forward most! :D

Is there really things like that in the reality?

Hmmmmm..

PURPLE IS MY FAVORITE! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

One in a billion~

2012-01-11T21:27:00.002+08:00

This song have more then 800words!

I like!

Someday, i will also find the one who treat me as one in a billion yea? :D

黄鸿升 - 七十亿分之一

太阳海洋撞成地平线

就把我的世界都改变

第一个吻的时间地球转了几圈

就在流星雨中瓦解

那一天那夜我灵魂里面

重叠了一个完美的画面

你瞳孔像一轮满月静止在我眼前

从此以后没人比你更明确

陪你到雨季陪着你到天晴

陪你日日夜夜守护一个奇迹

若不是上帝睡着我不可能那么幸运

能遇见地球上七十亿分之一的你

传说中每个人都拥有天上一颗星星的国度

都拥有一颗星的孤独

很多年才邂逅一个人

在宇宙连结成彼此的星座

直到天空慢慢慢慢倾斜

直到我默默埋葬了无邪

当时你一片片捡起的落叶

碎成了无限潜意识的遗憾

谁还记得谁第一次牵起手

谁记得谁第一次不肯走

第一次永远就停在那时候

以后再想念也不能回头

风吹来了就去飞

列车进站了就跟着离开

青春流逝了就忘记去爱

当时光一滴滴蒸发

习惯了一切都理所当然

习惯你成为我习惯的习惯

等到我察觉到你的悲伤 (你的泪光)

都已经太晚了 (都已经太久了)

永远还是不够远

是什么让不会改变的全都变了

终于落单的肩膀终于悲哀的夕阳

想起你天空就慢慢倾斜

拥有你快乐才如此的强烈

为何你一片片捡起的落叶

碎成了无限潜意识的遗憾

请还记得谁第一次牵起手

谁记得谁第一次不肯走

第一次永远就停在那时候

以后我再想念也不能回头

最后一次和你一起看同一片繁星

以最近距离却像隔了最远的星

上天已经给我七十亿分之一的幸福

而我活该执着日全蚀的盲目

如果我们的以后各自被拆散

到世界某一个角落

就算是日和夜夏和冬都交错

换日线外我也可以感觉你的笑

不认输不让步也不能嬴回失去的最初

很久很久以后很多人海茫茫

只有你只有你最了解我的倔强

只有你飞向过我的天堂

直到天空慢慢慢慢倾斜

直到我默默埋葬了无邪

当时你一片片捡起的落叶

碎成了无限潜意识的遗憾

请还记得谁第一次牵起手

谁记得谁第一次不肯走

第一次永远就停在那时候

以后我再想念也不能回头

LALALA LALA LALALALA (OH 想起你)

LALALA LALA LALALALA (不回头)

LALALA LALALA LALALALA

LALALA LALA LALALALA (OH 想起你)

LALALA LALA LALALALA (不回头)

LALALA LALALA LALALALA

太阳海洋撞成地平线

就把我的世界都改变

第一个吻的时间地球转了几圈

就在流星雨中瓦解

那一天那夜我灵魂里面

重叠了一个完美的画面

你瞳孔像一轮满月静止在我眼前

从此以后没人比你更明确

Reply:

But 我觉得，暧昧其实很累。

Because u wont know how they really feel,

Dont u feel so? :D

My current addict!

2012-01-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

够漂亮不代表幸福就会降临

犯过错不代表天使不再爱你

Just.Feel.Like.Blogging~

2012-01-09T21:29:00.006+08:00

Just feel like blogging! So i'm just here to type out things inside my head!

I like it more when bro was still a baby!

We aint like those family who really have close bonds with each other.

But we do cares for one another.

Maybe only recently that i realise that, my parents are really getting old.

It's time for me to be more matureeeeeeee :)

" So, what's the feeling of liking someone secretly?
Pissed? Happy? Pain?
Seems to have forgotten the feeling of liking someone~
But i'm happy with my life right NOW! :)
How can someone be liking another for such a long time, i seriously dont know how.
Perhaps because i havent really like someone so deeply before hor, SH? ;) "

Lie

2012-01-08T22:38:00.003+08:00

Dont start lying.

Because once u started one, u have to use another to explain urself.

Aint this tiring? Why make ur own life so miserable?

So dont start lying.

Otherwise, ur life will be filled with lies.

& I assure u, it will be tiring.

MUMMY IS MAD!! SHE BROUGHT 4TEEs & 2SHOEs FOR CNY?! CRAZY MAX!

Tiring Week!

2012-01-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

The beginning of 2012! Chiong-ing week. Gosh, i'm freaking worn out! Especially when my relative came to visit! Ytd my life span left 1% when i reached home! First time i initiate to take a cab home & inside the cab, i just slept through out the traffic jam. First time seriously. & because ytd was the second day. Today too, my head keep spinning & getting dizzy! Headache! Tmrw will be my only rest day for the week. :(((

Falling sick soon :((((((((((((((( My throat! Eyes! :((( Sianx!

Something happier,

OUR HOUSE WILL BE EXPECTING A BABY GIRL IN MAY! :D :D :D

1st post of 20126th week of fyp*

2012-01-05T13:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's the 5th day of 2012! Time passes fast man! I'm in my 6th week of FYP already! Time just seriously flew pass! During IAP, no matter how much i hope for time to pass faster, it just wont lah. FYP, without me realising, it's week 6 already. Been busying with FYP stuff recently. Something i never experience before, filming for SADeaf. Was fun, & i kinda enjoyed it. But, the time is just seriously too long uh! From 7 all the way till 10++ on tues & it ends only @ 11 ytd! I reached home freaking late for these 2days! Feeling unwell too. :( Skipped school today, this week is a seriously busy week! Open house for tmrw & sat, gosh. 3yrs i had never stayed back in school till so late & i'm actually heading back on a sat this time! But, it's ok. Last few weeks in school! I'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest!

The 5 darlings i saw last on 2011 & 1st in 2012 was this 5!

They just rocks please! Marina Barrage > Fireworks > Zhi Cha! NICE! :D I had a great countdown this year again! :D 2012 will be a good year eh! At least it's a good start & i'm looking forward to quite alot of things in 2012. Especially in MAY! :)))))))

Will be officially ending my FYP on 18th Feb.

Dont bare to! I will miss school man.

The labs & stuff. Sighhhhhhhh. :((((((

Last post of 2011. :D

2011-12-31T00:10:00.001+08:00

It's 31st Dec 2011!

Last day of 2011. Kinda happy? Haha, 2011 havent been a good year for me. Perhaps first half of the year was alright, what i hate was the second half of the year. Why? Cause i learnt quite a number of things. Things like how fake this world can be, how fake a human can pretend until, how realistic the socialty is & how much different it is when people show how colorful they really are. It's like a drama perhaps? Seems too unreal to be real. Yea, life has its ups & downs. That's life.

It's damn torturing during the beginning of december. I seriously had a hard time trying to sort out my thoughts. How people misunderstand u to that extent, how people badmouth u behind & u just dont know why is it so. How i gone through it, i seriously dont know. Thank my optimistic character. It doesnt seems big deal yea? Try experiencing it. Until now, whatever they say wont affect me anymore. Seriously nothing from their mouth can affect me anymore. I wont get all pissed off again. One thing i hated most when my emotion come, tears will start flowing down. I dont know how many times i teared that times, but it's all over~ Because crying doesnt solve anything nor is it helpful. Mom always say, ur mind is the main thing that takes control of everything. Yup mummy, i got it. ;)

Second half of 2011, i seriously hated u alot. & i mean it.

Hopefully 2012 will be a good year for me. Not the beginning half, but the whole year. Like what i say last year, people whom love me in 2011, people whom took care of me in 2011, PLEASE CONTINUE TO DO SO ALRIGHT! I will continue to love ur also! <3<3<3 My new year resolution: Pass my diploma & think about my future! Perhaps looking up on some resource to see which course am i most interested in & also, look for a job perhaps? I'm 20. Old enough to make decision my own. :)

BYE HATEFUL 2011! _|_

HELLO HOPEFUL 2012! :D

I'm seeing the girls tmrw! :D

HAPPY GIRL! :D

2011-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

I cant wait for SUNDAY to arrive!

I'm gonna see this beloved baby! Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Brought clothings for him! BABY RAYNER!

I dont mind getting call ah yi! :D

Dont forget me k, baby! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

For my beloved Twinny! ♥♥♥

2011-12-28T09:17:00.003+08:00

I know she will see this. Cause i asked her to! :D

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TWIN! ♥♥♥

(This is the nicest picture i can get!!! Sighhhhhhhhh!)

Hope u really love the advance present i gave u! I dont like giving belated present! Because i think it's not very sincere(to me uh). So i would rather be giving advance present! Even if it's 1week advance! :D

Do u know how important u are to me! U were the one whom accompanied me through 3n2, 4n2 & 5n1! 3years sitting right by my side, i wonder how u survive through ah!

The talkative, nonsensical, crazy me! We made quite a number of memories these 3yrs huh! Good ones & of course, bad ones! Like i say in the letter, i'm seriously thankful & glad that we didnt stop talking after that incident! I bet they forgotten this stuff, but u & i still remembered clearly!

Sometimes i find u damn naggy, like my mother, even when u are 2mths younger then me. At times u will sound mature, but mostly, u are still a kid to me lah! HAHA! Sound like i'm speaking about my daughter uh! But it's true k!

Finally u are 20! U know how happy am i?! Cause u are FINALLY the same age as me! WOOLALA~ No more calling me auntieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I dont know how are u gonna spend ur day, but enjoy it to the fullest! Dont be shy to look for me if u got problem alright! ;)

LASTLY, U WILL FOREVER BE LOVED BY ME! ♥♥♥

Belated Merry Christmas! ♥♥♥

2011-12-27T20:45:00.007+08:00

Merry Christmas! HOHOHO!

Whenever Christmas reaches, it means to me that the year is ending. Anyway, i had a great Christmas! Finally saw Yoshi! So cute pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! He dont look like a dog, he look like a soft toy! So damn cute! & obedient! Me like him! :D

Cute YOSHI! :D

Because of Christmas, my fridge now is filled with CHOCOLATE! Making me fatter & fatter! :( I hope my bro will faster polish them off before i get a chance to eat them! Pictures time! :D

Jas & mine fake smile! Hee!

Thankyou for inviting us over A-MAN-DA! ♥♥♥

Picture i love most! :D

NAGGING

2011-12-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

My current addict! NAGGING! Sweet song! Love the lyrics please! :D

2 more days to Christmas! No Christmas feel eh! If only it does snow in sg! I wanna be in a snowing place during Christmas! It will then make me have the Christmas feel!

Next Sunday, 2012 will be arriving! Feeling kinda normal this year. Like, there's no more excitement anymore! Hmmmmm, wonder why! Perhaps i'm old!? I think i will be excited when the time nears in! 2012, i will be twenty-one years old. :((((((( I DONT WANT! HATE IT! If only time can stop man!

'N' Result!

2011-12-19T10:36:00.002+08:00

Today 2pm! N results will be release! I think i'm more nervous then my bro man! I hope he can pass! Fingers cross~ Hands are getting cold when the time nears in. Omg. GOOD LUCK LKS!

Recalling the times when i get my results, with the familiar people i know. & The people who are still staying by my side till now. How many years have it been? 4? It's been long! That's why i love the people whom stayed by my side so much! :D One thing for sure when taking results, tears! But i'm not one who will cry that easily, someone beside me will turn to me & cry. Then i will start crying. Always! Never change! & She is KELLYTEO! HAHA!

Start everyday off with a smile. At least it's a good start

Libra ♥♥

2011-12-16T10:16:00.000+08:00

天秤不懂甜言蜜语不屑拍马屁本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人不会真的发火就算生气也很快忘记天秤变得冷淡就证明TA开始对你重新审视当TA越是沉默就代表TA越是生气天秤可能看起来很凶其实内心是最柔软的看起来很冷淡但那只是保护自己的方法天秤很重视友情但被伤害后绝对不再友善

Busy!

2011-12-15T23:20:00.006+08:00

I'm actually kinda busy recently. BUT, i dont know what i should do! Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Informal presentation tmrw! Hopefully i will get to know what am i suppose to do after that!

I can die of internal injury for laughing man! It's a bad choice to watch Adam couple inside the lab! U got to hold back ur laughter. A torture please!

Christmas is approaching! Brought my Christmas wear already! :D NICE~ Brought a casual dress for 1st Jan also! :D Well prepared this year yea eh! WAHAHAHHA! I'm kinda into gmarket recently! Those baby clothings just make me goes, awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww naturally! So cute! Small socks, gloves! I LOVE! I cant wait for next month! The gender of the baby will be out! I will buy tons of it for him/her! CANT WAIT! Speaking like i'm the pregnant one! BUT I AM SERIOUSLY EXCITED!!! 2012 MAY 14TH! I CANT WAIT FOR THIS DAY TO ARRIVE!!!!!!! YUP, I LOVE BABIES! They are just too cute to be hated! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Already Famous!

2011-12-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

“ 他们不接受你，没关系啊。我接受。
如果你愿意，你可以当我的生命里的女主角。
这里可以永远NG重来但是永远不会喊cut! ”

Woohoo! Finally caught Already Famous with kellyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ I LOVE IT! Xiao Gui look so dark in the movie! But still cute lahhhhhhhhhhhhh! I love one of his quote in the show! But it's too long, i cant remember it! Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!! The on top one is just a estimated one! The quote is fucking sweet lah! Make me goes, awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~

FINALLY!

2011-12-11T00:25:00.003+08:00

I'm finally watching Already Famous tmrw! After saying about it so damn long! Finally! :D

& Finally completed my KhunToria couple ep! Omg, the last episode of every seems to be so touching lah! I just teared again! HAHAHAHAHA! Moving on to Adam couple soon! I have got so many shows i wanna watch! I need more time please! I havent watch playful kiss! Sigh, actually there's more! A list of the un-watch dramas saved inside my laptop! TIME!

Ended 2nd week of FYP! I LOVE FYP MORE THEN IAP SERIOUSLY! At least FYP, i have got my beloveds with me! I'm not all alone there! U set ur own time, whenever u want go out to eat, u can. How shoick is this man! Simply in love with it! Even though there's projects, but i'm ok with it! :D

Everyone seriously have their own way of defining things & words. How should i say this. Something u do may not be that serious, but people can say till u had actually committed a serious crime. Hmmmmm.. But, WHO CARES~ Life's short! What if i die tmrw! Tsk!

I AM PROUD TO BE A LIBRA!

But some parts i dont agree though~

People who know me will know which parts k~ :D

你可以欠天秤的钱或者什么，但是天秤却不喜欢欠别人的。天秤欠别人钱的时候会天天惦记着，老觉得不爽，比别人欠自己钱还不爽。理性的天秤更感性，有颗不切实际单纯美好的心灵。当一个天秤对你说他的愿望是“世界和平，人人幸福”的时候，不要怀疑它的真实性，因为那颗美好稚气的心绝对是真的。

　　天秤是脆弱的一族，心里有什么憋闷，不喜欢找好朋友倾诉，有时候宁愿拉着一个陌生人倾诉。因为陌生人听完就不会再记得那是谁的故事。秤子会继续撑起他们所谓的坚强的壳。　

　　有条不紊的秤子很少会情绪失控，也很少有人能让天秤情绪失控，如果有就是看的很重的事或人。失控时间不会很久，短些就是几秒钟，长些就是几分钟。然后很快又会恢复先前的平静和冷静。自我调节能力蛮强。

　　心情低落或受伤的秤子不需要任何人的安慰，更加不会自暴自弃一蹶不振，需要的只是空间时间以及那颗乐观的心。会自我安慰，自己劝自己看开，自己为自己疗伤，自己把自己武装。这个时候最好让秤子自己呆着，因为朋友的出现不会对秤子有什么帮助，而且，秤子更不希望朋友看到自己低落受伤的样子。天秤是乐观的，不喜欢对人抱怨，更不喜欢听别人找自己诉苦。所以你最好别在秤子面前抱怨，就算你是他们最好的朋友。当你抱怨第一句时秤子会安慰你，抱怨第二句时会附和你，抱怨第三句的时候，保证天秤已经失去了继续听下去的耐心，虽然不会表现出来，但你会发现秤子已经开始不说话了，只是“ 哦”。天秤可以帮你出点子，做分析，但绝对受不了唠唠叨叨抱怨诉苦。

秤子不爱怀疑别人，所以也别怀疑秤子诚实度。怀疑的结果是让秤子受伤、生气，也会变得不再相信你。

　　如果两个互相相爱的人，天秤觉得自己的存在阻碍对方的前途或发展，会选择自动离开。很爱很爱你，所以愿意，舍得让你，往更多幸福的地方飞去。

　　甩掉天秤很容易，只要给一个理由，就算是你编出来的。不管理由是真是假，但请你亲口讲出来，天秤都会离开，因为这是秤子拿来替你说服秤子自己的理由。秤子不会纠缠，也不会乞求爱，更不会要施舍的爱。爱里的秤子异常要强。

　如果你表白后，一个秤子对你说“不喜欢你”或者类似的话，就等于判了你死刑。这个时候不要想着继续努力来感动秤子。没用的。秤子就像弹簧，你施力越大，他们就把你弹的越远。秤子对自己不喜欢的人可以很残忍，就算心里会内疚也会继续残忍，好像这也是秤子最冷血的时候。如果还想做朋友，就什么都不要做。

:))))))))))))))))))))))))

2011-12-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

Clear my thoughts! & sometimes, i'm just so fucking proud of my self-comforting skills! I swear that will be the last time i get all pissed off. Because it's totally not worth! Why get all angry & pissed because of some worthless things and people yea! So what if all those things are real? There's nothing u can do also! People's mouth what, u can tear them mehx! So what u can do is, turn a blind eye to it! Because the more fed up u are, the happier they will be! So why let urself suffer right! DumbAss! Some people are just so perverted! Sigh, i dont know why too! :((( So stay happier! I wont want to get older or grow more white hair because of such small matter man! Totally not worth! Please dont regard urself as that important people, cause u aint. :D

Oh btw, please get this clear! This is LimKarYi's blog. MY BLOG. If u aint happy with anything i post, dont come here lah. Spoill ur own eyes for what! Not worth u know! I dont think i invited u here too yea? & U are really not that worth for me to private it just to prevent u from reading. ;)

Question Mark.

2011-12-06T21:18:00.006+08:00

I'm not okay at all. I'm just trying my best to be okay.

At least the ones who knows me, knows.

But do u know?

It's affecting me alot, inside.

I'm tired.

Someone please wake me when it's over.

I will be okay by tmrw.

Sunye - Maybe! ♥♥♥

2011-12-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

My current addict! ♥♥♥

Maybe you're the one

Maybe, perhaps

Perhaps, you

I'm waiting.. it would be half

Maybe it is true

Always, very

Closed each other, So I didn't know

Baby I'm in love with you

Damn AWESOME please!

Another addict! IU's song! Omg! She's so cuteeeeeeeeeee! Her voice is nice also lah!

Recently~

2011-12-03T13:51:00.003+08:00

Went Timbre with SGsss~

I actually remember i am heading out with them, but i forgotten that i should be wearing nicer! Until i saw KellyTeo, then i suddenly went, oh ya! I forgotten to wear nicer! :( My wearing damn cui that day! :( But i enjoyed myself maxi!

Last night~

Just a short trip to AMK hub with my darlings~! To get some stuff!

I LOVE MY ANGRY BIRD FACE! WHY SO IDIOT LOOKING!!?!

Sometimes, a simple 'It's Okay, i know.' warms ones heart.

December~

2011-12-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

I missed the church bell on 1st dec!

Time files yea! It's dec already! So damn fast! In few more weeks, we will be ending 2011. Lots of things happened this year. Yea, changes too. But i'm glad that i'm still staying strong. Still the cheerful, happy going me! :)

Catching Already Famous on Sun! WOOTS! CANT WAIT!

MANDA IS BACK!

& I KNOW MY HAIR LOOK DAMN CUI! :(((((((

Sometimes, not every why's' comes with an answer.

Worn out.

2011-11-30T20:10:00.001+08:00

Mentally worn out seriously. Sometimes living a life as a human is just so tiring. I lost the ability to react when i heard u saying things about me. I didnt know how should i react. What is the correct reaction i should be showing. Should i be angry or should i just thank you for making me stronger once again? Tears nearly flow down, but i'm glad it didnt. I just feel like confronting u straight right @ ur face. Just voice out whatever things i did to u. Did i killed ur family? Did i stepped on ur foot? Did i put words in ur mouth? Did i say things to spoill ur friendship? Just what the fuck had i done that i offended u so deeply. I dont mind u confronting me face to face. @ least that way, i know what i did so badly that i offended u that fucking much. I tot the game is over long ago. Because i didnt want to spoill ur friendship like how u did to mine, I didnt voice out anything to any of the guy friends. I only told my closest click what actually happened. There's a limit to my tolerance. My character is ruin in front of them, because of u. Because of u, to them, I am such a fucking bastard. Thankyouverymuch. Please dont try ur luck any further. I think the i have reached my limit of tolerance. Enough is enough.

Thank the people who scolded u, because they are making u stronger.

羅志祥：

能夠當成好朋友~~是因為緣份跟彼此真誠的心！請好好珍惜！當不成好朋友~~是因為你個性雙面，不真誠~~還有會害人的心！請快快遠離！

雙面~~指的是見人說人話，見鬼說鬼話，在你面前什麼都好，在你背後猛說你壞話~~扯你後腿！

給討厭羅志祥的人

2011-11-21T15:24:00.002+08:00

Some people worked so hard, yet what they get are only criticisms. Why like that! Open ur heart to see people please, u might find that u actually dont hate him that much. After opening ur heart, there might be a chance that u may like him too~

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Blood ties strangers.

We might be flowing the same type of blood in our body, but we are strangers. Maybe u wont even recognise me on the street even if i happened to walk pass u someday. But i dont feel sad. It's natural. Just like when i happen to see u, i will try my best to hide well. Yea, i hate u. & There's no way i can forget it. The way u treated my most precious person. Call me petty, i dont care. Although it happened a long time ago, but to me, it's like ytd. Everything is still so clear in my mind. Sometimes, i will wish that i'm simply not blood related with u. & I'm sure u shared the same feeling as i do, because u dislike me too.

:D

2011-11-20T23:39:00.003+08:00

Masking-in-process!

My weekend sucks this week. I just hated it. Yea, iap. Tmrw will be the starting of my last week. I cant wait! I will be in hyper mood from tmrw onwards!

Although my weekend sucks, but i still enjoyed alittle today! Heeee, went out with Shitty Girl! & i just kept eating today. I think my money are mostly sent on food today! Sigh, why like that! Mumy is finally coming back tmrw! Omg, i'm worn out this weekend. Vacumm, mop floor, keep, wash clothings, got to wake up early to make breakfast for bro, wash kettle, boil water & alot of little things. Sigh, it's not easy being a mummy! HAHAHAHA! Luckily i'm just mummy's substitute for 4days!

I didnt get to eat ASTON ytd! I didnt get to eat EVERYTHING WITH FRIES today! BUT i'm having ASTON tmrw! :D EWF, WHEN???

I am not heartless, i just dont tear that easily like normal girls do. :)

Mixed-Feeling

2011-11-18T10:27:00.003+08:00

I'm happy because it's FRIDAY! & THE END OF WEEK 11! One more week left before returning to school! Oh yeah! :D

I'm kinda sad because mummy is flying off to penang @ 1145 later on for another 42KM RUN! :(((( This means i will be left with the 2 troublesome Virgo guys. :(((( & it means that all house chores are on me! Awwwwww, i hate this man! Although it's only a short trip, but i still dislike! :(((( Times like this will remind me of how important my mummy is, seriously! 下辈子换我当妈妈来照顾你 k！

Because it's friday, I'M FINALLY HAVING ASTON! & MEETING MY DARLINGS LATER ON~ :D

超級瑪麗

2011-11-17T15:06:00.003+08:00

田馥甄 - 超級瑪麗

有只叫玛丽玛丽玛丽的蚂蚁

爱上马路对面的查理

可惜查理查理查理是只猫

天天在想河里的鱼

只是一条马路的距离

可怜玛丽走不过去

眺望着查理缩在谁怀里吃鱼

马路上每一辆车各奔东西

每一个人匆匆走到哪里

有没有目的要不要目的

就像蚂蚁玛丽

有天玛丽玛丽玛丽有点急

看见查理又搬来新邻居

名叫茉莉茉莉茉莉多好听

都让查理忘了吃鱼

原来一条马路的距离

有时真的走不过去

可一旦走过去查理还美不美丽

马路上的日升又日落人来又人往

玛丽抬起头 (才发现到处都是风景)

日升又日落人来又人往玛丽偶尔抬起头

才发现用心欣赏到处都能看到好风景

Hey 玛丽 oh 玛丽玛丽 oh~

原来一条马路的距离

有时候真的走不过去

可一旦走过去

眼中的查理还美不美丽

玛丽玛丽玛丽狠开心

沿着马路继续走下去

遇上的哈利安迪波比都有趣

也让自己变得狠有趣

其实一条马路的距离

有时真的不用过去

再美的风景看在眼里

也可以好好放进心里

日升又日落人来又人往

玛丽偶尔抬起头看看自己

在别人的眼里自己

自己也许也是风景

其实一条马路的距离

有时真的不用过去

再美的风景总会离开眼睛

The lyrics for this song is so interesting! Seems to be telling me a story of life~ From far, everything seems to be so wonderful! Once u are near it, u will know that it's all ur imagination. That's how in life man!

I want to watch You are the apple of my eyes! I got so many movies i want to catch!

WOOHOO~ THURSDAY! Tmrw is FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! 1MORE WEEK + 1MORE DAY TO END MY ATTACHMENT! I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK! GOOD THINGS WILL BE HAPPENING EH! :D CRAVING FOR ASTON! ASTON TMRW! :D

The morning sunlight is like you

It might be a little childish, but I like it~

YongSeo Couple!

2011-11-15T23:35:00.004+08:00

Omg, i ended YongSeo Couple episode! & i teared?! Seriously uh, why like that! So touching! Wo de ma ya! While watching, tears will just flow inside ur eyes naturally! I hope my eyes wont sore tmrw! Please be good k! I shall proceed to KhunToria couple tmrw! BED TIME!

CNBLUE - 사랑 빛 (Love Light)

TMRW IS WEDNESDAY! Half of the week is GONE!

W.G.M

2011-11-13T23:34:00.003+08:00

WE GOT MARRIED SEASON 2! I'm going to finish YongSeo couple episode soon! & I will be starting on KhunToria couple, then Adam couple! Cant wait! :D

A scene from You're beautiful which i think is damn ridiculous.

BUT same time, i think it's damn sad for ShinWoo!

"Even though i haven't confessed to her yet.
I feel like i've been rejected a hundred times already"

I WANT!

2011-11-13T01:12:00.003+08:00

I WANT THIS DVD! Gonna buy soon! :D

& I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM!

I hope i will be able to! I will be able to yea?

Anticipating!

11/11/11

2011-11-11T11:11:00.006+08:00

They say if u see the time 11:11, be it pm or am. It means that someone is thinking about u. I always tent to see it, unintentionally. Hmmm, so does this means that someone is always thinking about me? :D

11/11/11 11:11am

My wish! I wish for health! Be it my ah ma, ah yi(s), bro, dad, mom & most importantly currently, my cousin! If making a wish @ 11:11am will come true, i think mine will come true also eh? Mine has got 6 more 1s in front!

Ending 10th week. 2 more weeks left, i'm feeling so worn out.

I keen for the day to head back to school & feedback to my lecturer~

2more weeks!

JUST 2 MORE WEEKS TO END THIS! ENDURE!!

2MORE WEEKS, LUO ZHI XIANG WILL BE COMING TO SINGAPORE!

I have got so many shows i want to watch! But not enough time! :( Finished Lives of omission! Freaking awesome! Started on Forensic Heroes III! Nice! Still have got so many dramas i want to catch! &&& W.G.M! Omg!

Meeting my girlfriends today for 2359!

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I realise i have more guts outside then at home!

If i'm home, i will tent to be scare of all the insects that appear. Moths & cockroaches are my worst enemy at home! But when i'm outside, the thing i will look out for are cats! & cats ONLY. & I'm serious! I just killed a cockroach by stepping on it. This is something i will never ever do if i'm home. If i'm home, i will just shout for bro or run to him & ask him kill it! I'm weird, i know. I dont even know where that guts came from uh! Perhaps because i know if i dont kill it, no one will help me outside. That's why i got to depend on myself. Well done! *Pat head*

Dislike!

2011-11-10T15:41:00.003+08:00

2 things i hated most:

-Wear spects!

Not only it will cause a mark on my nose area, it's also damn troublesome going in & out of aircon room! Omg, i hate it man! Mist will just cover ur whole spects & u just cant see anything in front. It's so damn malu! If only i've taken care of my eyes when i was young. Sigh!

-Cutting nails

I hate it after i cut my nails, need to use a few days to get use to my nails after cutting. Dislike the feeling after u cut ur nails. Just find it weird. & i hate nails breaking when i'm outside. Seriously cant stand it & i will just have the urge to rush back home just to get my nails cut! If only nails wont grow after u cut it perfectly!

Hoho~ Tmrw is 11/11/11! I will be posting on 11:11am also! :D

Sometimes, i do secretly thank my mom for sending me to my auntie's place when i was 9.

Thanks alot, seriously.

Because i enjoyed my stay there much more then the before one :D

Smiling is the best reaction in all situations. :)

Makiyo~

2011-11-09T10:29:00.003+08:00

I think Luo Zhi Xiang is the one who link me to her. My impression of her was, she love drinking alot alot! But i like her character. She's very straightforward & she's cute! After reading the interview from omy, i like her more uh. She's a nice lady! :D

This is a part of what she say:

结婚之后我会完全不工作，也不会再出去玩。婚后我可以不喝酒、学打扫、每天在家。

很多人不相信我能这样，但总有一天会有一个人相信我，我就嫁给他。

天秤会喜欢很多人，却很难爱上一个人

This is so true!

One.

2011-11-08T10:07:00.002+08:00

SHINee - One

I'm in love with this song!

*I wonder if that smile that grows on my face might reach a corner of your heart*

3 MORE WEEKS!

Dental :(

2011-11-04T22:20:00.004+08:00

Right, starting to hate going dental. But i still got a long long way to go before everything is perfect! Visited dental today, & it's awfully painful right now! Yea, cant bite. It might be a good chance for diet time too yea!

Just as i was complaining to Jia about the pain, she said:

你以后牙齿就会很美了啦！

Seems to be very simple wordings yea, but it just went straight to my mind.

Though i just nodded at her,

but my mind goes:

Yea, just wait & see! After this painful process!

I cant wait for the day to take it out!

My Sweetest Heart ♥♥♥

2011-11-02T22:32:00.001+08:00

October Bride ♥♥♥

2011-11-01T10:49:00.005+08:00

Aint she the prettiest October Bride?!

I felt so happy for her lah. Mom say i'm stupid, like she's no where related to me.

Yea, i'm not an ultra fan of S.H.E.

But i just felt damn happy & glad for her.

It's like, she went through so much & finally, she's getting married!

Even if her look did changed alittle, I still think she's pretty!

When i watched this, my eyes just got teary.

Celebrated Caroline's advance 21st! ♥♥♥

I know the feeling of celebrating ur birthday during IAP.

It sucks! & she's 21st somemore! An important yr! :((((

I know u love the presents from both of us!

U got to love it no matter what! Lalalalalala~

There's no way to hate it, we are so sincerely sincere!~

♥

I only see what i want to see!~ :D

天秤对朋友都很好,但其实很多人慢慢都觉得理所当然,甚至认為天秤十分好欺负.如果一个天秤说讨厌你,那你真的是很失败了,因為天秤强大的宽容是绝不会那麼容易说憎恨一个人的.很多人以為天秤是最心软的星座,绝情指数為0.假如哪一天天秤真的受够了你,可是一去不回头,十分倔强的哩！

I just realise everyone have their own type of ideal guy! Heeee!

BUT NORMALLY, when u really go into a relationship, u will realise that ideal guys only exist in ur dream.

But it's ok! I still love dreaming & hoping someday, my ideal guy will appear! :D

past.

2011-10-29T00:27:00.003+08:00

Looking at the past pictures. & i only have one feeling. I SERIOUSLY CHANGED ALOT! HAHAHA! My look, my everything. Like, omg! Why like that! Within one yr, after i gotten into poly, everything changed! Whao, i'm kinda glad with the changes. HAHA!

NOW I SERIOUSLY HAVE THE URGE TO SHORTEN MY HAIR! ARGH!

SHOULD I?!?!?!

田馥甄 - 還是要幸福

My recent addiction, HEBE!

Horoscope~

2011-10-27T23:03:00.003+08:00

When i saw this, i just went HAHAHA!

First person that pop out of my mind for some of the horoscope!

Aries - KOH WEI TING

Taurus - MY MUMMY

Capricorn - MEIHUI

Virgo - KS

LIBRA - ME | DYLAN

Scorpio - CAROLINE

Leo - KELLY TEO

Gemini - JIA

HAHAHA!!

Looks like i cant trust Weiting

Cant lose my Mummy & Meihui

Cant leave Ks, Dylan & Caroline

& lastly, can never reject Kelly & Jia!

How many percent can i trust this?! AHAHAHHAHAHA!!

妳

2011-10-26T18:19:00.001+08:00

妳 - 田馥甄

Should i???

2011-10-25T14:07:00.001+08:00

It's Monday!

2011-10-24T12:18:00.003+08:00

AINT HIM SUPER ULTRA CUTE! THE APPLE OF ALL OUR EYES CURRENTY!

Been so long since i last saw him!

They say he grew longer! The 6 weeks him already started to wear 6mth clothings?!

I want to see him real soon!

Hmmm, i dont usually have Monday blues! I dont get it why some people do have. After tmrw, i will left with 1more month of IAP! O.M.G! I just cant wait! 8th week now! 5more weeks remaining! ENDURE! Wednesday is a public holiday~ Woolala~

I'm currently kinda sleepy! Every morning seeing bro still in bed, make me all pissed off! I just have the urge to wake him up from his lala land!~ But the kind me still on the fan for him this morning when i'm about to leave house! Tsk! Sigh, i want to be 16 all over again! October is coming to an end! I dont want 2011 to end so quickly! The opening of 2012, is the marking of all 1991's 21st. Sianx please! When I just pass 20yrs old for not even 2weeks, kelly asked me to think how am i gonna celebrate my 21st already!? Wth! Cant i enjoy my 20th first??

My body inside is in a mess now! & I'm feeling damn irritated because of it!

It's been so long since i last watch movie!

Wednesday :)

2011-10-19T16:05:00.006+08:00

Wednesday marks the middle of a week! This means, 2more days to weekend!

I'm tired! Cant wait for IAP to pass, seriously!

I'm missing school! Now i feel like an old lady. Kept telling bro to cherish time in school. I want to head back to secondary school so badly. Sitting in classrooms, listening to teacher or perhaps gossiping or sleeping also can! Poly also ok, tutorial room or lecture room. It's all much better then HERE. I would rather study then work, although there's exams. :(((((( Work life is so much different. Hopefully this 6weeks can pass by fast!

One day holiday next week, next next week i will be leaving earlier on one of the days for dental, & i will be left with 3more weeks! I will be hyper active on the last week! BECAUSE I WILL BE HEADING BACK TO SCHOOL!~ :D

I AM CRAVING FOR K.F.C !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quote

2011-10-16T11:47:00.004+08:00

五年很长，长到你们会一起经历许多考验，那些你没遇见就不会知道的考验。。我曾经有一次跟妈妈抱怨，说我的好朋友泄漏了我的秘密，没想到他会出卖我，还亏他是我的好朋友！我非常难过。

妈妈回答我：因为你的“好朋友” 也有他的 “好朋友” 啊！

这回答让我哑口无言。

从此，对于来往中的好朋友，如果我心底有十件秘密，我最多只会交出四件；也许那样他们也会比较没有负担。我不希望，某天当我被出卖，那种像被人从后面捅一刀。。你突然回头看，发现那个人原来不是敌人，而是你的朋友。那种心痛，真的比刀子捅的伤口还痛。

- from my idol's book.

Just something to remind myself. But i dont think i can say out only 4 secrets to bff. Shouldnt we be honest between friends? Provided if u tell the correct bff ah. Sometimes, it isnt the number of years u should be counting or looking at. I know people for 2-3yrs, but they already became my bff. It's the personality and character of each person.

No one leak out my secret. Someone only said things which i didnt. Putting words in my mouth, saying that i'm the one saying it. This is also counted as back stabbed bah? I guess? Because that kinda feeling, is the same as what i highlighted in the last sentence.

I LOVE MY IDOL SO MUCH! HE TAUGHT ME SO MUCH STUFF UNKNOWINGLY~ HE IS MY BEST IDOL! ♥♥♥

Kang Shin Woo ♥♥

2011-10-13T10:44:00.004+08:00

I'm so madly in love with him!(in the show) He is a so damn nice guy! Kang Shin Woo! Gosh, he helped her in so many stuff secretly. Even after knowing that she doesnt like him, he still helped her wholeheartedly lah. Such a nice guy! I love him more then the 1st male lead~ Why cant we have such nice guys appearing round us in real life??

Without Words ♥♥

2011-10-12T12:06:00.002+08:00

Park Shin Hye - Without Words

Currently in love with this drama! You are beautiful! It's awesome! I think this show came out 2yrs ago? Anyway,I'm falling for CN BLUE - Jung Yong Hwa! & FT ISLAND - Lee HongKi! Omg! Also, Jang Geun Suk! I'm mad! Park Shin Hye also pretty! :D

Headache

2011-10-11T15:12:00.003+08:00

I'm having a bad headache since ytd. I dont know what's the reason lah. Like, feeling damn awful! Cause the pain come & go. Freaking irritating.

Anyway, i think i'm mad!~ I brought 3 pairs of shoes/wedges!? 2 from bugis & 1 online! Woots! Spent about < 60?? I want to grow taller so damn freaking much!! If only i'm taller! The wedges are awesome! I like it! I'm wearing one of it now! But feeling kinda uneasy! If u know me well, i'm one who isnt stable even with flats. Moreover, this is heels! Showed them to mom, & she was like whao! I can also wear them! That's the bad thing when u have the same size as ur mom! We shared clothings, pants & shoes! I brought them all, got nagged by her & she's the one wearing them. Sigh, where's the justice!

Counting down:

6TH WEEK. 6 MORE WEEKS.

I only have 6 more weeks to go.

ENDUREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

BACK TO WORK~ :((((((((((

1,008 post [Sleepy]

2011-10-10T10:16:00.004+08:00

5 weeks passed by. Today marks the opening of the 6th week! I survived through half of my attachment. & i still have got 6 more weeks to go~ Yea, i can do it!

I'm so damn sleepy today! Didnt manage to sleep well last night! Kept waking up for no reason. I shall eat to keep myself awake!~

Last post forget to mention i received 2 oversea calls! Damn surprised! From 2 different countries, & they actually remember my birthday! Thankyouveryverymuchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Your are so loved man! ♥♥♥♥

有时候，觉得这个世界真的很假、很虚伪

1,007 post

2011-10-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

I had an awesome dinner with my family members!

I received ang bao from 4 people!

I received 2 advance present!

i received greetings from fb, though i might not know some of them!

I have 2 awesome friends which come all the way here to have lunch with me ytd. (Even though we were sitting by the road side) But i'm thankful to them. One took leave from work, another is still having that drunken face! HAHA! My special 20th lunch by the road side! How special it is! Bet no one ever did that! :D

1006 post for 6th Oct LKY!

2011-10-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

A letter for the 20yrs old KarYi.

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY LKY!

October doesnt seems like a good month for u, still.

No excited feeling this yr, Or i think i dont usually get excited when it comes to my own birthday, but i do get very excited when friends birthday arrive. Ok, anyway.

Remember to love urself more this yr! & also, jiayou for ur iap! I know it's hard & difficult. But who doesnt have hard times during iap period yea! Just that u are more unlucky. *PAT PAT* I know u tried your best already. Well done! Also, start thinking about ur future! U aint young anymore u know! Though this yr's birthday, u will be celebrating belated one. But it's ok! Birthdays aint big matter! It comes once every yr, so u are still counted as lucky! No big deal! U are still celebrating on 7th Oct! & u will be having dinner with ur family members tonight! :D

U are TWENTY~ Please be more mature! Be it ur thinking or ur speaking or the way u handle things! Please make sure u think before u speak! Not all people are used to ur frankness!

Lastly, please faster grab a prince charming for urself! I LOVE YOU MANY MANY!

Changes in 20?

- Hair dyed

- waiting for my hair to grow longer & LONGER

- NEXT HAIR DYE SOON, REAL SOON (I know i'm crazy~)

- Fallen in love with SHINee! 1st korean group i ever like! :D :D :D

- & OF COURSE, STILL IN LOVE WITH LUO ZHI XIANG! :D :D :D

- & lastly, I GOT THE BEST BEST BEST ADVANCE PRESENT EVER FROM MY COUSIN! It's more then enough already! I am seriously looking forward to it!! <3<3<3

For the 20th me, I sort my thoughts, and come clear with some stuff. It's not up to u to control how people think of u. It's their opinion. It's their point of view. As long as ur family members, ur close friends know u aint someone like this. It's enough. If u think that i'm like what he say, then i dont think i can classified u inside my friend list. Or i think u also hack care ah, so goodbye 'friend'. I'm glad that i lost a untrue friend. It isnt my lost yea. :)

It's a bliss to see through someone's true color before birthday yea? Continue smiling brightly LKY, get it! :)

KEEP HAVING THE URGE TO UPDATE MY BLOG FOR THE PAST 1WEEK!

I think i posted this before? Did i?

People say - When u reached the end of ur life, if u have got 5 real friends, u had lived a great life. Dont count the amount of friends u've got, count the numbers of friend u can lean on when u are in trouble.

I have got more than 5 real friends to lean on when i'm in trouble. I think i had an awesome life!

SHINee - I'm Yours (Jason Mraz)

I just simply love their version!

*IT'S YOUR GOD FORSAKEN RIGHT TO BE LOVED LOVE LOVED LOVE LOVE~*

1,005 [results!]

2011-09-23T10:25:00.003+08:00

Right, i did improve by 0.01?! Like 0.01 ONLY! Disappointed max please! IAD SERIOUSLY SUCKS MAN. A C+ just pulled down my gpa lah. Fk. My last sem gpa was like, 3.6. & this sem, i only got 3.4. Now know why i said i'm pulled down?! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Maintaining ur gpa might be difficult, but putting in effort to pull it up is even more difficult. But i did tried by best already. So well, CHEER UP LKY! :D What u can do now is only this! START WORK!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 김기범! HAPPY 키 DAY!! 생일 축하합니다!

1, 004 post [3rd week of IAP]

2011-09-22T12:12:00.005+08:00

3rd week of IAP passed within blinks. I'm kinda freaking free this week. I mean, nothing to do. Nothing at all. I'm seriously damn bored please. Envy people with things to do man. I have nothing to do, yet i cant watch my show openly. Do u know how bored is it?! It's so damn fucking sianx lah. Ytd was the most boring day among all man. Morning went into office, & i sit there watched show all the way till i got bored lah. O.M.G. Dislike IAP. 9 more weeks to go. It will pass within blinks. It will.

Tmrw is FRIDAY! The day i look forward most every week! TMRW IS SHINee - KEY'S BIRTHDAY! & TMRW IS ALSO RESULTS DAY! Fingers crossed & praying hard. &&& TMRW IS ALSO THE STARTING OF ALL LIBRA'S' MONTH! Sat, i shall go cut my hair! Been so long since i last cut my hair. It's like fucking messy right now?! I wanna dye my hair real soon. Kept thinking about it, yet i have not make any action. Sighhhhhh, real soon.

Oh, my laptop died on me again. & this time round, i got to pay for the repair. Wtf please, it's the software system inside the laptop that is damage. None of my problem, yet i got to pay for it. Hopefully after this repair, it will last me till end of Feb 2012. HOPEFULLY AH.

2 more weeks & i'm TWENTY.

Should i be happy or should i not?

OLD LIAO! :(((((((((

*Read some of my blog post from the past, & i find that, i did grow up unknowingly. Hmmm, more matured perhaps? HAHA! The only thing that didnt changed at all was my craziness over idols! It still remains even up till now!? Sigh!

【献给不在身边的朋友】

2011-09-21T09:46:00.000+08:00

【献给不在身边的朋友】

我们不能第一时间分享彼此的快乐与不快乐。我们都有了新的生活。不同的环境，渐渐地不再联系。但空间的每一次更新，个签的每一个变动，都牵动着彼此的心。复刻青春的回忆，陪我牵手走过的路不会忘记！有一种感情，不再浓烈，却一直存在。

1, 002 post! New member of the family!

2011-09-19T21:27:00.004+08:00

BABY RAYNER!!! Omg! So damn freaking cute & tiny! AHHHHH! Havent had a chance to carry him! :(((( They scare i will drop him, i'm scare to! He's still so soft!

LOOK @ HIS LEG! SO SMALL! He is 53CM!

Look, my finger & his toe! Omg! My hand is bigger then his face lah!

Cant wait to see baby Rayner again! He got double eyelid! Eyes damn big! Awwwwwww! Wanna see him real soon!

10 more weeks!

1001 post!

2011-09-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

I want this room! Damn neat & nice! WO DE FUTURE ROOM! I want my future room to be like this. Hope that i can have a room of my own! It's so damn awfully nice!!

I miss Secondary school days! Where everything is so simple & clear. So freaking free. Dont have to bother about any single stuff. Even study can just close an eye. Awwwww, if i had a chance to go back to the past, i will want my secondary life back.

13th Sept.

10 more weeks & 3 more days.

Endure LKY!

1000 post! :D :D

2011-09-12T10:24:00.006+08:00

Dont know what's there to be happy about. Sighhhhhhhh, dont feel happy at all. My 1000 post is actually about ranting again! :((((( Hoping time to fly through, yet dont wish time to go too fast. Contradicting, i know! Sighhh, hope that time fly fast is because i cant wait for the last day of attachment! 26th Nov seems to be far far away from me man! ARRIVE SOON PLEASE! I dont want time to go too fast is because, i will be celebrating my 20th birthday during IAP! That's a fucking sad thing please! 有苦难言！一言难尽啊！！！To conclude, i'm feeling fucking sianx lo. 2nd week nia! OMG! Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! & I'M MISSING ALOT OF PEOPLE! :((((((((( U KNOW WHO U ARE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

FIGHTING! 加油！GANBATTE!

Recently watching E.U & i find her damn pretty! Her eyes are so damn big!

*ENVY*

999 post!

2011-09-09T13:32:00.003+08:00

1 more post to 1000! :D

(Actually i also dont know what am i excited about~)

Alright, I start missing school like seriously! I rather chiong project in lab, having lectures & stuff. Missing school in process! Miss the food! KOUFU! SOUTH CANTEEN! Argh! 1 week just pass nia, still got 11 more weeks to go! I'm starting to count down already! I know it's alittle too fast, but seriously, like going back to school is way better then IAP! At least in school u have familiar faces round u! Unlike here, all unfamiliar faces. :(((

I love guys with nice jawline! :D They just rules man! Mum says: people with obvious jawline look damn heartless. But to me, they are suave!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! 5 people in SHINee all have nice jawline! Luo zhi xiang have it too! Some girls have it also. I envy people with obvious jawline! I hope mine is obvious!

suave yea?!

IAP

2011-09-08T14:03:00.002+08:00

Now i think having IAP first is not a bad thing. I have got so many things to blog out, yet nothing is typed out now. Texting the same old people every single day, telling them about office stuff. Sighhhhhhhh!

샤이니 SHINee! ♥♥

IAP

2011-09-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

Last day of rest! Dont know should i say my teacher is cute or what. Calling me early morning & ask me am i sure that my IAP is suppose to start tmrw. Got a shocked from her call, i tot i see my letter wrongly lah!

It's a bad thing to get sick all of the sudden! Especially tmrw is IAP! Damnit! For nothing, flu & sore throat! Hope tmrw when i'm awake, my flu & sore throat will be gone!

I'm so into SHINee right now! HAHA!

누난 너무 예뻐서

996 Post. :)

2011-08-31T18:55:00.003+08:00

I'm kinda busy recently! Busy watching my show! Watched finish City Hunter already! Dont like the ending! But i hope to have season 2 for it! I'm in love with Lee Min Ho! :D & after City Hunter, i went to youtube & search for SHINee!

Actually i only wanted to watch their MVs, but who knows, i accidentally click on one behind the scene thingy to watch. & I fall in love with it. Why are they so funny! Catch Hello Baby! It's freaking nice! Showing their cute side! I like the baby also lah, so cute!! Come to think of it, i keen for mid sept or end of sept to arrive sooner! Our house baby will be coming out by then! EXCITED! Now i search youtube for SHINee show! :D Nice, & i realise that jonghyun shared the same birthday as Ting! So good lah! I never had any friends or artist sharing the same birthday as me, except da s!

So this is why i'm kinda busy this few days! Finally know where am i attach to! Glad that it's kinda near house. Aljunied area, & i'm starting work only on Tues @ 11am! So i should be happy eh? What if my work ends @ like 8pm?! Sighhhhhh, shall ask tmrw! Starting work soon! :((((

CITY HUNTER!

2011-08-25T23:26:00.004+08:00

I'm so into this drama right now! Wo de ma ya! So damn freaking nice! Actually, the main thing is, the male lead is damn suave! LEE MIN HO! The second male lead is also suave, although i have no idea who is he lah. Heeeee! Now every morning when i wake up, i only have one motive. On laptop & watch city hunter! Seriously damn nice! I can get so engross till i forget to eat lunch sometimes! Great intro KTYT! :D

CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM IN NOV!!!!!! His concert DVD will be out on 11th Nov 2011!

2times in a year! What's more greater then that! :D

HE IS STILL MY FAVORITE! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ended!

2011-08-20T11:53:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO~ I'm free! Holidays are finally here!!! Gosh, been rushing & chiong-ing projects like mad for the past few months. & i'm done with it now! Left with attachment & FYP. & I will be graduating! I will miss that lab, my seat the most! HAHA! Now everything suddenly ended, make me feel damn empty. Like i have nothing to do! Tsk! Shall start watching on my show real soon!

Ok, i dont know is it the feeling i've been giving others. But let me make myself clear here. I'm not liking ANYONE RIGHT NOW, AT THIS MOMENT. UNDERSTAND? NO ONE, NOT A SINGLE SOUL, CLEAR ENOUGH? I feel so malign lah, wtf.

I broke a promise.

A promise i made to myself. :(

I just cant control myself & i asked & mention it again.

The feeling is like, i didnt commit any fucking crime

& for no fucking reason, i'm sentence to death.

Can u understand?

Doubt so.

6MORE POSTS TO MY 1000 POST!

Oh, anyway, HAPPY NEW YR CHAN DING WEI! :D

SUNDOWN FESTIVAL 2011

2011-08-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

I wasnt really interested in this event @ first. BUT! But, he will be coming for it! WO DE MA YA! That means, he will be hitting on Singapore again this yr! 2times in 2011! Omg! Hmmmm, considering! Hopefully there will be autograph session! I swear i will go! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

friend.

2011-08-15T22:29:00.007+08:00

Hmmm, define the word BestFriend.

To me,

Someone whom u sincerely want to make ur BestFriend, u will treat him/her like ur family member.

A member who is even closer to ur own blood ties family members.

Someone whom u will just pour out everything to.

Accompanying u when u are in ur darkness moment.

Someone whom u can just say out their shortcoming.

Share happy moments.

Laugh, cry, mock, play together.

This is BestFriend to me.

Perhaps mum is right, some friends are just aint worth the effort.

No matter how hard u try, u wont be able to change anything.

Some friends are just better to be normal friends. Pure friends. Hi bye friends. Stranger-friends.

Maybe~

有些事，如果要一直说，这样只做朋友会很累

ANYWAY, 8MORE POSTS TO MY 1000 POST!

Misunderstanding.

2011-08-14T15:42:00.003+08:00

Sigh, even the slightest misunderstanding can cost a strong bond friendship to break.

It's kinda pity.

:))))))))))))))))))))))))

2011-08-13T18:15:00.001+08:00

HOHO!

2011-08-13T03:17:00.004+08:00

My last paper from NYP is finally OVER! WEEEEEE! Happy to the max, even though i might not score well for it. BUT it's over! Something to be happy about! :D GREETINGS FROM CHANGI AIRPORT! Not heading anywhere! I'm suppose to do my projects but i ended up watching shows, blogging & doing some other stuffs rather then starting on my project! Sigh, i shall start soon k!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY KELLY TEO!

HOW OLD LIAO, STILL HELLO KITTY!

I suspect she's sick in mind! Kana whip cream on face still can smile till so happy! SICK RIGHT! TSK!

Group photo of the day~

Cant wait to know where am i heading to for attachment!

No lens for 2months, how am i suppose to survive?!

Glasses for 2monthes! CAN I BU YAO???? :(((((((((((((((((((

天秤座女孩从不做作，她习惯了以自己的本色面对世人，她不会装淑女，更不会撒娇，但如果你和她相处的时间熟了，~~你会发现，她生气的时候很可爱…~~ 她从不会像别的女孩那样会讨男孩子喜欢，但她永远都不会为此而改变自己。

This is why i say horoscope is scary at times!

Libra!

2011-08-09T11:06:00.003+08:00

【天秤座应有的做人原则】

1、能不骂人，就不骂！一旦骂，就往死里骂；

2、骗我可以，但不要被我知道；

3、我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线；

4、我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻；

5、不喜欢就是不喜欢，说啥也没用；

6、任何的真话，我都能接受；

7、对我真心的，我会双倍回报；

8、对于装X者，不留脸面。

This is so true. Not all, but partly. No5 is seriously true. I know i'm kinda stubborn in some way~ :)

Reached home @ 2+ & i force myself up @ 10. Gosh. I'm tried! SLEEPY! But i want to start studying then continue sleeping. Kept repeatedly telling myself: shit WHAT IF i fail, WHAT IF my GPA drop, What if this & what if that. Sigh!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KELLY TEO! HAHAHA!

(U will hear my ranting soon!)

If this is how u want it to be, then let it be.

I'm not gonna ask anything ever again.

This is not the me, which will keep quiet silently.

But this time, i will.

Eyes infection?!

2011-08-07T00:42:00.003+08:00

Oh fuck, what a good August to start with! Dont know what the hell is wrong with my eyes. Hopefully is nothing serious. Cant tell mummy also, she sure to make a din & stop me from wearing lens again. OH WELL, what should i do? Cant wear lens for the time being! :( Feeling fucking uneasy when i'm out without lens today. Even thought it's somewhere near house, it's still feels weird. Just WEIRD! I'm use to wearing lens. Not use to the ME heading out without lens! Like going out without ur clothes on lah!!! :((((((

Dear eyes, please be good & get well soon alright!

(HELLO! CAN U HEAR ME?!)

Worn out!

2011-08-05T23:52:00.004+08:00

Sore eyes + running nose! Gosh, what's worst is I havent started on my revision! I shall head to bed soon! My alarm will be set to 10am tmrw no matter what! GOT TO START! I'M SCARE I WILL FAIL! :((((((((((((((((((((

Good or bad news?! All of us, almost all, will be having IAP first! So this means that we will be having FYP altogether! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D That's the best thing of it all!

I want this book so badly! Who knows where i can get it? :(((( Limited de eh! Sianx!

Feels like an idiot, sometimes.

An idiot that thinks alot.

Idiot.

..

2011-08-02T22:08:00.004+08:00

CT IS JUST NEXT WEEK! I

HAVENT START ON ANY REVISION!

PLEASE BLESS ME THIS TIME ROUND!

Friday will be heading to school for 2hrs nia! Should i skip? I can make notes @ home for CT eh! Should I? Should I? Should I? Shall ask them tmrw!

Aug.

2011-07-31T21:41:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥♥ HE IS MY SUAVE GUY! ♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥ BIG SMILE! LOVE THIS SMILE OF HIS! ♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (30TH JULY) ♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥ HE DONT LOOK LIKE HIS AGE! ♥♥♥♥

Time flies! Tmrw is 1st Aug already! Time just passes within blinks lah! Damnit! Tmrw is my last presentation of the sem! Luckily is not formal. For this few weeks, got to chiong finish 2 more projects. Gonna hand up one on Wed or Fri. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Cant wait till this sem is over! Seems like FYP & attachment is much more relax. At least FYP will be only working on one projects! Unlike me now, chiong-ing so much in a go. YES! FEW MORE WEEK! 2MORE CT! & I'M DONE! Guess i will be missing the time where i'm inside the lab doing work man!

Went dental on Friday, & I CANT BITE! :(((((((((((((( Cant bite = cant eat. Diet day!

KELLYTEO, JUST TO REMIND U THIS IDIOT! U HAVENT UPLOAD A FOLDER! HOW MANY TIMES WANT ME REMIND U!

Off.

2011-07-23T12:54:00.003+08:00

Giving myself an uneasy off today. Gosh, i'm gonna to get suffocate with those assignments pressure & stress!!!! For the past dont know how many weeks, think my life had shorten by alot. Everyday in school, chiong. Reached home, continue to chiong. The routine just continue & continue on. Next week will be like this too. Seriously WTH?! I cant wait to get over & done with it man! Handed up 2 projects ytd & i still got 5 on my hand now!! 2 freshly ones just came in on Thurs & Fri. Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! We still got 2 last CT, how to study for it?! Anyway to conclude, I got to buck up. My comm skills presentation, i gotten a B for 2 of it. Should i be happy about it?? Comm skills this yr module credit is 4 eh! There's still one more assignment to do for that module! BUCK UP!

I AM SO GONNA FALL SICK SOON! _|_

I had a great time chatting with Jia last night! I'm actually so glad that she's in the same class as me since yr1. Because whatever i seeing, she is too. & she totally understand it without me further explaining. Thanks alot Jia! U will be even great if ur action were to speed up abit. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Took alot of pictures ytd! Shall post them soon! Cause most of them were nicely taken! :)

I didnt know that

actually making friends,

can also be a difficult & tiring task.

END OF MY WORDY POST! I AM GOING TO SEE MY AH MA TODAY!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~ HASNT BEEN VISITING HER SINCE SHE DISCHARGE! GONNA GO TODAY! :D

Phobia.

2011-07-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

When i was walking home from my house bus stop, i realised that i'm actually not scare of cockroaches, lizards, dogs or any bugs (WHEN I'M OUTSIDE). Because i can hide from them, their size are small also. But for one thing that i'm freaking afraid of. That thing is CATS. Omg, they will seriously freak me out. Can u imagine when i'm walking home, my whole mind was filled with cats running after me images. WTH? & i kept seeing them everywhere! They can hide anywhere seriously. Under the car, on top of car, behind car, on top of letterbox, INSIDE LIFT! ANYWHERE! I will seriously freak out when i see them near me! It' not that i hate them, i just dont like them to be within my eyesight. I dont think this is a too much request eh!? Even my hearing their meow-ing sound will freak me out! Sometimes in the middle of the night, they will meow here & there, fight also. Omg, the sound seriously made me have nightmare. Yea, i know i'm crazy! Who ask me to live @ a place with so much cats @ my void deck?! People feeding them somemore, this made them not scare of us & made me more afraid of them instead.

Dont use cats to play on me.

Cause i will not regard u as a friend anymore. Dont see people's weakness as ur advantage.

adults.

2011-07-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

Tell me, izzit because they are adults, that's why they need not to be responsible for their own speaking!? _|_

Do u know that ur "no intention" words might cause a family to have alot of conflicts. & U are a freaking adult someone. I use to have some respect to u, but not, NOW. Just put urself in his shoes lah, he's only a 15yrs old kid. Not even mature enough for a NC16 movie. Please ar, it's not like u are brainless or whatever fuck. Told my bro one things & told dad another. What's ur fucking intention, i dont know. Perhaps u love to sow discord? Is this ur interest? But because of this, u successfully cause a din in my home. After di-siao my bro still can smile to us as if nothing's wrong, sad to tell u that, we aint like u, fake people. Please do not di-siao when it comes to money matters. & i 100% believe my bro aint someone like this. If ur eyesight aint good, then i recommend u to fix ur spects or get ur eyes fixed. Since u got so much free time to sow discord here & there, why not use this time to go get ur brain fixed as well. This might come up to be more useful.

I tot dad will settle this things properly, but who knows.. Yea, asking bro to return that money to the person. Wtf is this. Rather believing outsider then ur own family members. What's more to say. If u are 15, what will u do. When i acc him to market ytd, he kept asking me, What should he say | How should he say. My hands were totally cold at that time. Yea, mom always tell us, no matter what u are still our dad. & she always conclude, u are a great dad.

Mum's Question:

2011-07-16T12:52:00.002+08:00

U in poly this 3 yrs never go into relationship? Never like anyone before?

I proudly replied her, NOPE.

Maybe i'm use to my current life, dont wish to have any interruption to it. Perhaps i'm saying this because i havent met someone who can give me the urge to want to go into a relationship. I'm use to talking on phone with friends , going out with friends & texting friends instead of bf . My current life is currently quite perfect, except for assignments. Even if in a relationship, i might also choose friends over bf. Sorry to say, but I'm one who are more to friends.

FRIENDS RULES MY LIFE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

NOW I GOT THE URGE TO SHORTEN MY HAIR! FOUND THE HAIRSTYLE I WANT,

SHOULD I?!?!?!

何維健 - 每時每刻

每時每刻都不想被愛情約束

表現出世界裡最完美的幸福

let it flow (4x)

每時每刻都是心坎裡的樂譜

營造出最燦爛最完美的音符

let it show (4x)

在你迷失的昨天

不管心有多寒冷

我會在你身邊

不管世界再多危險

我要做你的藍天

就算天又變暗了

請別愁眉苦臉

我會把你疑惑的今天

化成美麗的明天

愛情已經到了

Girl I'd waited for you all my life

每時每刻都不想被約束

表現出最完美的幸福

Just let it flow and let it flow

I'll make it last forever

每時每刻都像樂譜

表現出最完美的音符

And let it show

讓最動人的旋律永遠給鎖住

我要做你的藍天

就算天又變暗了

請別愁眉苦臉

忘掉你最煩惱的今天

期待未知的明天

愛情已經到了

I'd waited for this moment all my life

現實的悲劇

最無情的結局

不會讓它在你身上留下痕跡

Baby are you ready

擁進我的懷裡

每個早晨每個黃昏每個季節只有你

Stress

2011-07-11T23:57:00.007+08:00

I shall come & blog before i start on my PPT slides.

Omg, i dislike yr3! Everything seems to be rushing after some train which runs @ 1000km/hr. Now i got so many things need to be completed by Wk 14. Guess what, next week is wk14. & after wk 14, new assignments are coming in & will be due 4weeks after?? Oh, just feel like giving up on everything. SIBEI TIRED. But i'm yr3 liao! One more sem, & i'm done! BARE WITH IT LKY!

Right, i got a presentation this friday, my 3D modeling needs to be handed up on friday. Got to start on AMAP, the due date is next week & we totally havent touch on it. My portfolio is due next week & there's a lab test this Thursday. TELL ME, WHEN IS POLY LIFE EVER SLACK BEFORE??

Sometimes in life, what u need most is LUCK. Mom says: LIFE IS NEVER FAIR. Always think of life as unfair, so u will never feel bad. Yea, i should. & i get the meaning of LUCK. Working hard might not always pay off. Luck is the important element here. In exams, what u need is maybe 30% of hard work & 70% of luck. LUCK, FUCK U.

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Horoscope let me understand myself more & more. But sometimes, still cant really get it. Sigh.

天秤是伪装高手，不会让人看到她悲伤的一面.因为她讨厌别人的安慰，在别人眼里好像没什么事能让她失控，但其实秤儿内心深处是最敏感的！你不经意的一句话也会让她感觉到受伤，但很快她就会自我调节过来。她最害怕孤独，所以身边总有很多朋友！看似合群，其实很难有人能走进她的内心..

down.

2011-07-08T20:32:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling fucking down after 3D lesson. Yea, gotten back our CT grades. & i got a fucking C for it. This is 30% of the whole module.

Parents alway says, u got to reflect yourself. Who ask u never study. Why am i so fucking pissed off was because, i did study for it. I memorise almost all? But yet, wtf results i got. Yea, u can say i did not worked hard enough. U can say i studied the wrong stuffs. U can also say i use the wrong way to study. But did u see the effort i put in to study for just a single CT. I burnt so much midnight oil before that & it all went down the drain. It's a C, not a freaking B. It's holds 30% of the module. I dont know seriously where went wrong. What fucking mistakes did i made. Yea, what's over is over. I cant change the fact that i actually scored a C for my CT no matter how much i rant. Crying doesnt solve anything. No one understand.

At least i'm quite glad that when i told my mom about it, she said life is not count on results. Thankyou.

I'm pissed at myself. Perhaps i'm not smart enough.

Today,

2011-07-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

I'm tired.

Nothing's wrong.

Pure tired. :)

Bad (N)(N)

2011-07-04T20:26:00.004+08:00

What a great school reopen-ing for us man. Seriously can that teacher just got for some sentence structuring lesson?? His explanation totally sucks ar, & can say is we dont understand. Yeayea, we dont. Dislike him to the max! He is so irritating that he made Caroline scolded something i never ever hear her scold before! HAHA! I tot i heard wrongly @ first lah! Hmmmm, should i thank the teacher?? Idiotic teacher! Thankyou for ur welcome back gift ar! _|_

I'm an active blogger! :D

The thing i like about Monday is i got a rest day on Tuesday! :) But only this sem!

Count your age by friends, not years. Count your life by smiles, not tears - John Lennon

Another post

2011-07-03T03:29:00.000+08:00

Look @ the time right now! At least i started on some assignments. Tmrw shall continue.

Ok, now i got another problem.

MY BROTHER IS SLEEPING @ MY SLEEP PLACE NOW! WHERE THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO SLEEP THAN??? The thing is, he woke up in the middle of the night, telling me he cant fall asleep?! Me, being a nice person, on some songs for him to listen. Who knows he laid down & fall asleep on my mattress instead of his bed! Gosh, i got to sleep on bed than. I dont like sleeping on bed! :((((((((((( (Yea, i know i'm weird~)

Horoscope

2011-07-02T16:30:00.002+08:00

Horoscope is amazing yea? Like, totally revealing ur character.

Saw this somewhere:

天秤座都很珍惜友谊的，虽然表面上跟大家都很快的熟络起来，

但是成为他心中的挚友需要很长时间，经历很多事情.

This is so freaking true. That's why i say i dont have alot of friends i can count on. BUT I GOT AT LEAST 5 & MORE LAH! :D

Starting to dislike u. I know i shouldnt. I shouldnt be feeling this way. I cant help but to feel irritated. Not once or twice, but countless times already. Please dont let this dislike feeling continue. Please stop it. Because if this feeling continued on, as time passes, it will turn to hate. I dont want to hate u.

1st July

2011-07-01T12:26:00.002+08:00

It's 1st July!

& I heard my bell! :D

Dont think it's childish. Everyone have something they keen or look forward to.

I merely looked forward to every 1st of the month. Because of the church bell. Gave me the Peace feeling. :))))))))

IT'S FRIDAY!~

*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

School is starting soon. Got to start on my mobile apps later on! :(((((

I'M CRAZY OVER YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU~

Nice song!

2011-07-01T00:01:00.003+08:00

林宥嘉 - 我总是一个人在练习一个人

Not being emo & i'm not really a fan of him. But i love this song!

我总是一个人在练习一个人

寂寞是脚跟回忆是凹痕也没有人见证~

SO EMO, SO NICE! HAHAHHA!! Recently got alot of new nice songs!

Alot of song addiction recently!

Please take note of his SMILE!!

Gosh, I LOVE THAT SMILE! 我爱，超爱！

Ok, i'm crazy over him, i know! :D

KARYI'S ❤

Damn.

Always.

Just.Want.To.Blog~

Ending

Lost

:((((

Last day..

Last week

Week 12

Sick :(

Basic Manner

Life~

Recent Thinking.

Bored!

Happy Dragon Year!

:((((((

Tired!

One in a billion~

My current addict!

Just.Feel.Like.Blogging~

Lie

Tiring Week!

*1st post of 2012*6th week of fyp*

Last post of 2011. :D

HAPPY GIRL! :D

For my beloved Twinny! ♥♥♥

Belated Merry Christmas! ♥♥♥

NAGGING

'N' Result!

Libra ♥♥

Busy!

Already Famous!

FINALLY!

:))))))))))))))))))))))))

Question Mark.

Sunye - Maybe! ♥♥♥

Recently~

December~

Worn out.

給討厭羅志祥的人

:D

Mixed-Feeling

超級瑪麗

YongSeo Couple!

W.G.M

I WANT!

11/11/11

Dislike!

Makiyo~

One.

Dental :(

My Sweetest Heart ♥♥♥

October Bride ♥♥♥

past.

Horoscope~

妳

Should i???

It's Monday!

Wednesday :)

Quote

Kang Shin Woo ♥♥

Without Words ♥♥

Headache

1,008 post [Sleepy]

1,007 post

1006 post for 6th Oct LKY!

1,005 [results!]

1, 004 post [3rd week of IAP]

【献给不在身边的朋友】

1, 002 post! New member of the family!

1001 post!

1000 post! :D :D

999 post!

IAP

IAP

996 Post. :)

CITY HUNTER!

Ended!

SUNDOWN FESTIVAL 2011

1st post of 20126th week of fyp*